Things I wanna manifest in 2017

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I don't believe in resolutions but here are my manifestation wishes for this year:

A new-to-us house.

Closer to the older kids.

Less anxiety and depression/a better handle on life.

Getting out of my own way.

I would say writing more but realistically the only thing getting in my way is me.

Quit wasting my time watching shitty tv I don't enjoy while fucking around on Facebook and listening to Lee snore while I drink too much wine and pretend that life is ok. - it's not. The wine doesn't anesthetize me, I'm not happier or less anxious, it doesn't make me creative, it makes me lazy and is empty calories. Action movies are terrible. I can and should just give up on quality time with him because it ends up like that every night and I could spend that time writing or reading or drawing or doing something that fuels me. Action movies make me anxious and I have headphones and good music.

Eat more vegetables.

Cuss less.

Hate driving less.

Earn money doing something that doesn't involve sex work.

Stop feeling worthless and inadequate.

Pass the course I failed.