I've found my relationships with women tend to have so much more emotional intensity. I definitely turned to alcohol as a coping mechanism near the end of our relationship, and no drunk is a nice drunk when they're being attacked, this story is horribly one-sided and I'm sure she'd have a hell of a rebuttal but basically we both put some heavy damage on each other.

Relationships are so hard some times.

I'm sorry things ended so painfully for you with your ex.

And thank you again for commenting, I know I'm terrible at replying, but I really do appreciate the effort.